i couldn't remember any names of leaders - and only one name of the older boys that were abusive. i scanned every page, pausing every time i came across a listing for the state where it happened. nothing. they flew beneath the radar, apparently. the files began 2 years after i left at age 13, but many of the same boys and leaders would still have been active members then - so i guess nobody talked. disappointing.
They have greatly oppressed me from my youth, but they have not gained the victory over me.
Plowmen have plowed my back and made their furrows long.
But the Lord is righteous; he has cut me free from the cords of the wicked.