i couldn't remember any names of leaders - and only one name of the older boys that were abusive. i scanned every page, pausing every time i came across a listing for the state where it happened. nothing. they flew beneath the radar, apparently. the files began 2 years after i left at age 13, but many of the same boys and leaders would still have been active members then - so i guess nobody talked. disappointing.
"That you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. . . What will your verse be?" Robin Williams as John Keating in "Dead Poets Society"