Hello my name is fmighell,
My Dad and my Mom drank, Dad still does.
He and my Mom drank because of everything.
My Mom drank to her death.
Dad devoriced my Mom, because she wouldn't
stop, I'm only guessing because I don't know
the real reason for their devorice. 1969
I was a child. When Mom was gone, I slept with my Dad to keep him company, but we started having sex also. One day I think the drinking was heavy, he started sucking on my penis to hard, and lossen my urinary tube at the tip, making me bleed. He was hurt, that he had hurt me, and drinking was even more of a problem. So before I know it, the shotgun is brought out of the attic space, and into the closet. While he was away, I have taken all the shells and hided them, and gone back to the bed.
When I awoke my Dad was laying next to me and with the shotgun infront of me pointing through me to him, behind me, and the sound of the triger going, click and click.
I was scared he had tried to shoot me and I was only a kid, who had alot of years yet, if he wanted to shoot himself that was different, but me, I'm only a boy.
Dad I said, I can't believe what your doing,
we are going to have to find someone to make you happy, to re-marry, a new wife.
And as long as I keep him awake at the wheel, we had gone bar hoping looking. How many cars did we almost hit when driving?
Once I told about one of Dads friends Clous,
had sex with me and made me bleed, so when my Dad was unresponive, I called Claus's wife and told her, he had hurt me, and if she didn't believe me she can find the pictures of me, to see that I was telling the truth. She did, and left him, and got a devoice.
Clous was very angry at me for telling, he came over to my house and grabed me and carried me into the garage to sodomized me again, but voilently this time and on the way, I seen my Dad watch from the dinning room window, as my hands where freed from the door edege, while screaming for help.
I can never trust my Dad.
fmighell Anc Ak
[ 05-21-2001: Message edited by: fmighell ]