Mad props to you SoccerStar,
This is by far the beginning of many answers for you. Sure, it will be tough. My brain just kept unloading it without my control and not at the pace I wanted. Just stay strong through this and always remember that you are in the present and this already happened and you survived. Through the pain is healing my friend.
I'm praying for you and so proud of your progress!
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