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#412604 - 10/09/12 12:04 PM
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#412612 - 10/09/12 01:40 PM
Re: My Perp died today
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I'll go with Gecko on this one. My perp died in 1999, well before I started dealing with this. He'd be 88 now. I'm relieved he's gone, apparently died isolated from most of his family, and won't harm anyone else.
FWIW, his demise did spur me on to dig deeper, as Gary did, with the institutions involved. I could have let it go. I didn't. Since I'm having a relatively good day today, despite Sandusky, I can now say I'm glad I'm pursuing this. It's become apparent that, in spite of their official positions/policies, much of the same institutional sweep-it-under-the-rug mindset still exists 40 years later.
What I can do as an adult for kids who may find themselves in the same position today is be the adult I needed to help me, but who wasn't there.
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#412740 - 10/10/12 10:21 PM
Re: My Perp died today
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Thanks, everybody.
Love the support here, and don't know what I would do without it.
I'm surviving.
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#412742 - 10/10/12 10:26 PM
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you are, indeed. that is what has brought you this far. and it will take you farther yet. but sometimes it is all we can expect. hang on until the storm passes. we are all here together. Lee
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They have greatly oppressed me from my youth, but they have not gained the victory over me.
Plowmen have plowed my back and made their furrows long.
But the Lord is righteous; he has cut me free from the cords of the wicked.
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#412823 - 10/11/12 04:47 PM
Re: My Perp died today
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My session with my T today was mostly crying and breathing exercises. Feeling pretty zombified right now.
I assured him I wasn't suicidal (and I'm not)... but I also know this pain only ends with death. At least that's the way it feels now.
Life is pain is life is pain.
Edited by cant_remember (10/11/12 04:52 PM)
Edit Reason: clarity
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#412824 - 10/11/12 04:58 PM
Re: My Perp died today
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Can't,
You're not alone brother. We're here for you 10,000 strong.
Jude
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#412904 - 10/12/12 10:09 AM
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Today feels better. Still not focused on work, but not in crisis at the moment.
Skipped watching the VP debate last night to avoid stress. Had a few beers at a bar with a friend and a acoustic band on stage with the Yankees game on...
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