My life isn't the greatest, but its pretty close to fantastic. I started my own business and someday it will pay me handsomely. I have learned that not everyone is out to get me and that there are some really great people out there just waiting to meet me. I'm no longer an outcast. I wake up every day wanting more and knowing that I am capable of achieving it. I feel like shit today, but I know that its not the end of the world! I am happy. Even though I am still terrified of sex. Even though I can't watch certain things or hear some words without feeling like a frightened child, for the most part its all going my way. Someday it'll all be over. Someday It'll all be better. I can do this! Even though I'm so different, I've made many friends. And I'll make sure that I keep making the world a better place. I don't think anyone deserves to suffer like we have. That suffering is in the past. With the right help, I bet I can learn how to enjoy my life even more.