Hello Yesac, and welcome to the forum.
I am sorry that things are going so badly for you right now. I have had several times since starting to deal with all this, that I have been in a 'funk' also. Curled up on the bed, not wanting to move or see or talk with anyone.
It is something that gets better. I know it is hard to be told that, and to think 'yes, sure it does' when you are currently feeling down. But I have been through them before, and none has lasted. Each time, it has improved, and gotten better, and I am still here, so they have not ended me!
I hope that it DOES get better for you soon, and that you are able to enjoy some things again. I wish you well, and good luck.
Avatar photo in memory of my younger brother Makar.
"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted."~~~Martin Luther King Jr., 1963