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#409432 - 09/07/12 07:08 PM hidden truth ssa (non religious)
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Registered: 08/26/08
Posts: 723
Loc: Kc,Mo
Frozen in the pits of despair hearts fluttering in nonsense with yearnings not yet excepted In this place of secrecy and torture

mind wanting to be free
expression unknown to the outside world but excepted in the inside world of connection plain and simple just a connection


the hidden truth that stays in its place
because of a soul searching for truth but yet conflict


To sides waring for control one pure one

dark

why does it have to be dark faint though it maybe denial of this hidden truth deflates morality

the matter never settled the fight continues
anther day another battle the never ending saga


continues
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-uYCAfpxrY
TRIGGER WARNING
Video of me telling my story
you are not alone never were
WRITTEN FORM
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=339159#Post339159
Why i hate Religion but love Jesus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IAhDGYlpqY

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#409448 - 09/07/12 09:35 PM Re: hidden truth ssa (non religious) [Re: nltsaved]
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Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 2442
Loc: overseas
hey nltsaved -

rough feelings to deal with, but well expressed. i hope this poem is a memory - and not a struggle that is happening now.

either way - i get it.
praying for you,
Lee
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They have greatly oppressed me from my youth, but they have not gained the victory over me.
Plowmen have plowed my back and made their furrows long.
But the Lord is righteous; he has cut me free from the cords of the wicked.
Psalm 129:2-4

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#409471 - 09/08/12 02:15 AM Re: hidden truth ssa (non religious) [Re: nltsaved]
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Registered: 08/26/08
Posts: 723
Loc: Kc,Mo
the matter never settled the fight continues
anther day another battle the never ending saga


continues
_________________________
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-uYCAfpxrY
TRIGGER WARNING
Video of me telling my story
you are not alone never were
WRITTEN FORM
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=339159#Post339159
Why i hate Religion but love Jesus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IAhDGYlpqY

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#409491 - 09/08/12 08:58 AM Re: hidden truth ssa (non religious) [Re: nltsaved]
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Registered: 10/11/11
Posts: 243
Loc: michigan
I feel your pain man. here's hoping for us both that it gets better soon
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Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell’s heart I stab at thee; for hate’s sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"
Herman Melville

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#409493 - 09/08/12 09:21 AM Re: hidden truth ssa (non religious) [Re: nltsaved]
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Registered: 05/28/12
Posts: 29
Loc: WI
newground,
you and I have talked about this some...
I for the first time was able to break apart most of my "story" to a therapist from July 2011 to May 2012.
At times I felt like a grand bird about to take flight on strong wings...so many other times I felt like a wounded bird about to fall backward and die...if I could put flight to words, this is the best I could say...
yes, another day, the fight continues...thank God for your wife nltsaved...mine is my support, too...
your story is very moving my friend...hope your days get better...


Edited by peacemaker67 (09/08/12 09:22 AM)
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#409511 - 09/08/12 12:37 PM Re: hidden truth ssa (non religious) [Re: nltsaved]
nltsaved Offline


Registered: 08/26/08
Posts: 723
Loc: Kc,Mo
Thanks guys , lately it just has been full blown . I no what the deal is and my wife o my she knows me through and through and she asked me what was the thing I posted on facebook it made no sense to her . And I really just dismissed it and said it means what ever you want it to mean . Knowing full well what it was about , just a weak moment I guess but anyway thanks for the encouragement guys


Edited by nltsaved (09/08/12 12:41 PM)
_________________________
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-uYCAfpxrY
TRIGGER WARNING
Video of me telling my story
you are not alone never were
WRITTEN FORM
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=339159#Post339159
Why i hate Religion but love Jesus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IAhDGYlpqY

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