Since I started crying I have not been able to stop. Anything sets me off. I have cried till my eyes are swollen shut, my throat is sore and I vomited. I can't stand much more of this. If this is what normal people feel, I don't want to be normal anymore. How can I make it stop? Its like 42 years of crying coming out all at once and I feel like a scared little kid all alone. Weak and defenseless. I want to be a man again.
"I get up, and nothing gets me down.
You got it tough. I've seen the toughest around.
And I know, baby, just how you feel.
You've got to roll with the punches to get to what's real"Van Halen