during my abuse, i still remember trying to conceal the size of my peanus especially when errect.
nobody made comments about size, but i hated the fact that my erection was visible and not under control. I would've given anything for a smaller, or at least less visible peanus, indeed I remember trying to frantically put books or bags on my lap to conceal the fact sinse I was so scared what would happen if anyone around me saw what my stupid organ was doing, despite the fact that my mind was utterly and completely absent and focused only on being unnoticed.
As I said, i have no idea what the actual size is compared to other blokes, nor do i care, but getting an erection anywhere but in private, on my own in bed at night is still something that I really am afraid of.
indeed, any talk about peanus's generally apart! from on this site I'd view as extremely triggering because of my over all genophobia, even in an academic or supposedly neutral way. i remember particularly in psychology learning freud's theories was extremely difficult, and I still become uncomfortable if in course of my academic research someone start on about those ridiculous, and to my mind utterly insane freudian theories (how anyone still gives them any credit at all i don't know), ---- now if we're talking about obsession with peanus size there! was a man with real problems