How many times do I have to hear how amazing I am, how special I am and how lucky anyone would be to have me but at the end of it is anyone but the person saying it. If I was so special and wonderful would I be so alone and in so much pain?

What do I have to do to just have one person love me and be in my life with me?

This emotional pain is physical now, how much more can I endure how much more can I survive?

I am tired if the pain on all levels.
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F.A.

To be sick is to be fragmented. To be healed is to become whole, and to become whole one must be in harmony with family, friends, and nature" -Navajo-
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