I feel like Oliver Twist:
"Please sir, I want some more!"
I was on the edge of my seat. Awesome writing of an incredibly difficult event to communicate. I was living it with you and my heart is still pounding like mad.
glad you made it through,
"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho