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#40401 - 02/03/03 11:59 PM pray you want a tomorrow
al Offline
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Registered: 01/08/03
Posts: 143
Loc: canada
shouldnt' have done burnt my arms,pain so bad i took marcs tylenal4 he wont need them.... maybe i wont wake up.... maybe

hold your wives tight in the cold dark night pray you want a tomorrow

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#40402 - 02/04/03 12:07 AM Re: pray you want a tomorrow
Wuamei Offline
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Registered: 08/19/02
Posts: 2700
Loc: The left turn I should have ta...
OK, I'm prayin', Al...

Victor

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#40403 - 02/04/03 11:58 AM Re: pray you want a tomorrow
RJD Offline
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Registered: 02/18/01
Posts: 326
Loc: jefferson City, Mo,usa
al, are you there?

Did you waken this morning? I don't want to lose you brother.

Please, say good morning!

It is such a crisis time when we begin this journey to healing. We remember exactly how the traumas felt as they happened to us. Anything to distract me from the pain was my struggle. The pain is real al. I wish I could hold your burden until you were at a place where it wasn't crushing you anymore. I know this is your burden to carry and you can survive this. I know that to take your burden from you would be disrespectful on my part. What I can do is what everyone here can do as a survivor, and that is to bear witness to the agony and courage of a fellow survivor. You do not have to do this alone. A 12-step saying is, "if any one of us can survive then so can all of us."

Is there someone who would sit with you in a crisis watch. Perhaps anin-patient setting?

----Please, please be gentle with yourself.
----As with everyone on this page, you did not deserve to be treated the way you were treated


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#40404 - 02/04/03 01:18 PM Re: pray you want a tomorrow
Lloydy Offline
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Registered: 04/17/02
Posts: 7071
Loc: England Shropshire
Al
Please check your private messages now.

Dave

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#40405 - 02/04/03 03:54 PM Re: pray you want a tomorrow
Mike Church Offline
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Registered: 01/23/03
Posts: 3439
Loc: Toronto, Canada
Al Give us a reply please buddy!!!!
Dont be afraid!!

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#40406 - 02/04/03 04:06 PM Re: pray you want a tomorrow
al Offline
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Registered: 01/08/03
Posts: 143
Loc: canada
i am so sorry i fucked up again please i am ok i am so very very sorry please just forget this

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#40407 - 02/04/03 05:28 PM Re: pray you want a tomorrow
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Registered: 01/24/03
Posts: 317
Loc: Texas
It's Okay. We all F**k up. I have been using Burns to shunt the pain on purpose, don't know if you burnt your arms intentionally or not. There is hope and you are not just some kind of freak.
I,ve been going to get help here:
secret shame web page

and Here:
Bodies Under Siege web page .

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#40408 - 02/04/03 07:06 PM Re: pray you want a tomorrow
al Offline
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Registered: 01/08/03
Posts: 143
Loc: canada
OK let me try this again. MrEdd thank you for the links i bookmarked them and will go there after. I am very ashamed to say i did the burns on purpose but there i just said it. They hurt very bad now as they should. ANyway, i want to apologize for being obnoxious and drunk and stupid and if i offended anyone please accept my apologies. I have a few boards to apologize to now. For anyone who cares Marc hasn't come home and has not even called to tell me he's ok. I think i would feel better if he was yelling at me but instead i sit here filled with guilt and remorse and wishing i could rewind the last few days. Thanks for listening/reading and thanks for the support.... I probly wouldn't be here without it.

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#40409 - 02/04/03 07:10 PM Re: pray you want a tomorrow
MrEdd Offline
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Registered: 01/24/03
Posts: 317
Loc: Texas
Keep Safe man. All you guys here are sort of my life support right now.

Hugs

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#40410 - 02/04/03 07:45 PM Re: pray you want a tomorrow
Lloydy Offline
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Registered: 04/17/02
Posts: 7071
Loc: England Shropshire
Al

We care.

Dave ;\)

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