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#401284 - 06/22/12 08:57 AM hard to live like this
dead6 Offline


Registered: 05/21/12
Posts: 5
its hard to live when everything in ur life is wrong ,when everybody is aganist u ,when u r so damaged ,broken that u cant even describe ur pain ,its hard to fight to live when u already feel dead ,its hard its hard to fight for ur life when all u saw in this life is pain,its hard to live when even ur own family look at u as freak ,its hard ,really hard to feel all this pain that u cant even breath,when all u want is a moment of peace ,of rest ,when ur life is a hell then how u can fear death, its hard
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#401286 - 06/22/12 09:15 AM Re: hard to live like this [Re: dead6]
traveler Offline
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Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3704
Loc: somewhere in Africa
i'm sorry you are in such a dark place right now. tho i can't say i know how you feel, many of your phrases sound very familiar. i am glad you are finding the strength and courage to express your pain. please don't give up. please don't harm yourself. things can be better. if you need help and you don't know anyone who you can call, find an intervention hot-line.

no matter how you feel, you are valuable and you are worth healing.

Lee
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"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho


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#401294 - 06/22/12 12:17 PM Re: hard to live like this [Re: dead6]
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Registered: 05/21/12
Posts: 5
thanx for saying all that
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#401315 - 06/22/12 06:06 PM Re: hard to live like this [Re: dead6]
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Registered: 06/16/12
Posts: 28
Lately when I feel loneness and pain I list to this John Meyer song. It helps, you are not alone and thing always get better. It might feel like you can not let it go but tomorrow a different day.

Iím a good man with a good heart
Had a tough time, got a rough start
And I finally learned to let it go
Now Iím right here, and Iím right now
And Iím hoping, knowing somehow
That my shadows days are over
My shadow days are over now.
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Anything and all things are possible when you understand the feelings coming from you heart

Courage, honor, respect = strength!!!!

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#401367 - 06/23/12 12:45 AM Re: hard to live like this [Re: dead6]
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Registered: 02/07/06
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Loc: somewhere in Africa
dead6 - please keep on writing and posting. it helps you get some relief from the feeling of being alone. It helps us understand and support you. it helps me know you're still hangin in there!

Lee
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"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho


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#401414 - 06/23/12 09:02 AM Re: hard to live like this [Re: HappyDays]
dead6 Offline


Registered: 05/21/12
Posts: 5
thanx for ur support
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#401459 - 06/23/12 05:54 PM Re: hard to live like this [Re: dead6]
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Registered: 08/11/09
Posts: 540
Loc: U.S.A.
Hi dead6,

I'm sorry that you're in such pain and wish I could help. Would you like to tell us about yourself? How old you are, or something?

I'm 54 years old and female and live in the U.S. south.

D.
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