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#399860 - 06/09/12 12:59 AM . [Re: Crusoe]
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#399868 - 06/09/12 05:08 AM Re: I shouldn't be here - I'm a fake CSA survivor [Re: Life's A Dream]
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Sounds like a big breakthrough, LAD!
i know you've been expecting/fearing/looking forward to this for a long time.

i don't know whether to say congratulations or my condolences.

be prepared for more memories to come along now. for me, it was surprising how many memories - and the irregularity of the timing was something that kept me off-balance. just don't stress over what comes next. it will come when it comes...

Lee
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#399875 - 06/09/12 06:39 AM . [Re: Life's A Dream]
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#399934 - 06/09/12 07:27 PM Re: I shouldn't be here - I'm a fake CSA survivor [Re: Life's A Dream]
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yeah - like being in a tunnel and rushing fast away from the other end, but everything seems to still look the same size...
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As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago


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#399949 - 06/09/12 10:35 PM . [Re: traveler]
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#400071 - 06/10/12 10:42 PM Re: I shouldn't be here - I'm a fake CSA survivor [Re: Life's A Dream]
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Originally Posted By: Life's A Dream
... And I had another moment of certainty this morning. It's as if only the emotional channel of the memory were coming back to me, and I can't see anything else, but it's so sharp it outlines what I can't make out- ...
... This could be far more painful than I thought. ... This is really gonna suck, isn't it?


LAD - i think that since you were so young at the time of this/these experience(s) - most of your memories will not be as detailed in terms of visual details of setting, other people/players, or a narrative-type sequence of events. maybe more the physical sensations like you are describing.

although i do have a few very visual memories from 2-3 years old. might depend on whether you are a visually-oriented person or not - i am VERY much so.

just saying this to say that you might not get the detailed clarity of the whole big picture that you want - maybe more sensory fragments that you have to try to assemble and connect the dots... not trying to discourage you - but it may be different from what you have imagined.

and - yeah - it is probly gonna really suck!
just remember - we are here for you.
PM any time.
Lee
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As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago


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