As soon as I can get out of my hole i will try and help you find the way out of yours, who knows maybe my experience of getting out of the hole will help you find your way out.
.......and I am not an internet bulletin board, I am a real thinking, feeling, human being, and YOU and your words MADE YOURSELF MATTER to me. We need you and your experiences, let yourself see us as real people who maybe you can need to. My heart is breaking for you, that you feel so unimportant yet YOU and what you are willing to offer and share with us is so important to us all. Be willing to acccept that yes while this is an internet bulletin board, the words written here are by real people that care. well i shouldnt be so assuming to say all, but i am a real person and i care.