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#399218 - 06/02/12 05:31 PM My Big Brother
alex05 Offline


Registered: 05/29/12
Posts: 59
Loc: nowheresville
Those of you who read my intro already know I have a brother. You don“t know him yet but he does some of you as he spent hours browsing this site for the past few weeks.His name is Jess and he is 23. He was hit by a drunk driver today and now is in coma. No one knows if he“s gonna make it. But I need him so much to win this fight. He is the only person I had, the only person I trust and feel safe with. 7 weeks ago we got out of the hell which we lived in since we were born. He can“t die now when he finally has the chance to start a new life. He can“t leave me alone please not now. I can“t handle this life alone. Our mum died when I was 2 and I hope that she“ll bring him back to me. The doctor said it pretty much depends on how much will Jess want to live. He knows what happened to us because we ended up in his care few times before and he looked like he wanted to prepare me that Jess may probably give up. I“m scared as hell this would happen. God, I feel like a little kid who needs his mummy to hug him and say everything“s gonna be ok. I need him to fight and I hope he knows. I love him as much as I“m able to love. He was always my hero and will always be.
Sorry if this is off topic I just need to get it out and don“t have anybody to talk to.

Alex
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#399219 - 06/02/12 05:49 PM Re: My Big Brother [Re: alex05]
peroperic2009 Offline
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Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3659
Loc: South-East Europe
Hey Alex,
I'm so sorry to hear this terrible news. I will pray for your brother and you, hope that other survivors would do the same.
Lets pray for some miracle to happen.
You and your brother are not alone.
Pero
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#399222 - 06/02/12 07:16 PM Re: My Big Brother [Re: alex05]
Letourski Offline


Registered: 03/15/08
Posts: 302
Loc: Canada
Hey Alex,

My thoughts go out to both of you. I know how much your brother means to you, as I have a younger brother who is fueling my engine to keep up with this thing called recovery.
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#399231 - 06/03/12 12:23 AM Re: My Big Brother [Re: alex05]
ANDREW63 Offline


Registered: 08/27/11
Posts: 164
Loc: Australia
Alex , Thinking of you i hope everything works out ok , Andrew.
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#399242 - 06/03/12 07:57 AM Re: My Big Brother [Re: alex05]
alex05 Offline


Registered: 05/29/12
Posts: 59
Loc: nowheresville
Thank you but he passed away early this morning and I can“t even believe it really happened. i want somebody to wake me up and say it“s only a bad dream.
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#399243 - 06/03/12 08:11 AM Re: My Big Brother [Re: alex05]
traveler Offline
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Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3700
Loc: somewhere in Africa
Alex -

i'm so so sorry. don't know what else to say...

lee
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#399244 - 06/03/12 08:12 AM Re: My Big Brother [Re: alex05]
ANDREW63 Offline


Registered: 08/27/11
Posts: 164
Loc: Australia
Alex , i am so sorry to read this , i don't know what else to say please remember we are here for you PM me if you ever want to talk ,Andrew.
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#399249 - 06/03/12 09:05 AM Re: My Big Brother [Re: alex05]
Randy65 Offline


Registered: 04/14/12
Posts: 109
Loc: Jonesboro, Arkansas
Alex,
You are a strong, compassionate person and the love and support from you brother will always be with you. I wish I could say something better to get you through this difficult time. I am praying so hard for you both. We are here for you.

"I sought my soul, but my soul I could not see. I sought my God, but my God eluded me. I sought my brother and I found all three."
Author Unknown
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My Story of CSA: "Flashbacks" (Trigger Caution)
http://youtu.be/xLd5Fe-MxVM



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#399267 - 06/03/12 03:42 PM Re: My Big Brother [Re: alex05]
peroperic2009 Offline
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Registered: 10/09/11
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Loc: South-East Europe
(((((Alex)))))
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#399269 - 06/03/12 04:15 PM Re: My Big Brother [Re: alex05]
alex05 Offline


Registered: 05/29/12
Posts: 59
Loc: nowheresville
Thanks for your support...

(((all of you)))
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