Those of you who read my intro already know I have a brother. You don“t know him yet but he does some of you as he spent hours browsing this site for the past few weeks.His name is Jess and he is 23. He was hit by a drunk driver today and now is in coma. No one knows if he“s gonna make it. But I need him so much to win this fight. He is the only person I had, the only person I trust and feel safe with. 7 weeks ago we got out of the hell which we lived in since we were born. He can“t die now when he finally has the chance to start a new life. He can“t leave me alone please not now. I can“t handle this life alone. Our mum died when I was 2 and I hope that she“ll bring him back to me. The doctor said it pretty much depends on how much will Jess want to live. He knows what happened to us because we ended up in his care few times before and he looked like he wanted to prepare me that Jess may probably give up. I“m scared as hell this would happen. God, I feel like a little kid who needs his mummy to hug him and say everything“s gonna be ok. I need him to fight and I hope he knows. I love him as much as I“m able to love. He was always my hero and will always be.
Sorry if this is off topic I just need to get it out and don“t have anybody to talk to.
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end. I hate what I“ve become, the nightmare“s just begun...-Skillet-