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#391974 - 04/02/12 11:36 PM Suicide attempts: how young?
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Maybe its just me trying to make the pieces fit but I'm told that I was taken to the hospital when I took my fathers blood pressure medication. I was young about 5-7 or so (dont know the exact timeline). My brother who is the executor of my fathers estate kept conviently forgetting to look into a tombstone for my fathers grave. I dropped it. Its been 9 years since he passed and he never got one. Could something have happened to me and I took the pills to commit sucide or at the very least a cry for help? Or am I reading too much into this and its just a kid thing taking them because they look like candy or something.

Do kids this young think of suicide?
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#391975 - 04/02/12 11:42 PM Re: Suicide attempts: how young? [Re: onlyakid]
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i don't know how young is possible. i was about 12 - 7th grade - the 1st time i seriously considered it.

as for the father - let him be forgotten. the sooner the better! (but that's just me talking about the step-father i got saddled with.)

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#391982 - 04/03/12 12:24 AM Re: Suicide attempts: how young? [Re: traveler]
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I think I was 4 years old. Unbelievable? Maybe! But that's how I remember it. The kiddie porn was ongoing. I was being used along with several slightly older boys. The older boys relieved their "shame" by bullying me. That's how I've come to see it. We lived on an island surrounded by white-sand beaches. I ventured out into the bay until the water got over my head. My mother was on the beach, absorbed in conversation with her friends. She must have seen my head go under water and rushed in to get me. Later she complained to me about how I had ruined her wrist watch.

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#391983 - 04/03/12 12:26 AM Re: Suicide attempts: how young? [Re: pufferfish]
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13 here. Tried to OD on Tylenol. All that happened was I got sick.
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#391984 - 04/03/12 12:27 AM Re: Suicide attempts: how young? [Re: pufferfish]
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13 here. Tried to OD on Tylenol. All that happened was I got sick.
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#391988 - 04/03/12 12:40 AM * [Re: pufferfish]
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#391989 - 04/03/12 12:41 AM * [Re: Smalltown80sBoy]
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#391995 - 04/03/12 01:05 AM Re: Suicide attempts: how young? [Re: onlyakid]
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16 was the first near attempt. I'm sorry about what happened to you but I don't see how it couldn't be possible to answer your question. Only you'll really ever know what was in your head though.


Edited by phoenix321 (04/03/12 01:06 AM)
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#391996 - 04/03/12 01:08 AM Re: Suicide attempts: how young? [Re: pufferfish]
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Puffer, you're mom sounds like some of the shit my sperm donor pulled. No idea about your mum, but my "dad" is/was an asshole. Gee, people need a test before they become parents I swear to whomever is in-charge.
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#392007 - 04/03/12 03:57 AM . [Re: phoenix321]
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