Its hard to get into the specifics about this unless someone asks me Q's .. Maybe you or I,could help? I was 8yrs old and she was 15yrs old .Im 42 now and I realized this very last fall , that I have many problems that have rooted from that.Some would fantasize about being used for sex,Its called "RAPE" .. and at 8yrs old ,It DOES NOT feel good AT ALL.