I have a nephew who was not much older than that and has been overwhelmed to that extent. His little life may have SA in it, but his parents scream at each other daily, in fact until their divorce, that his how the mother and father would talk, yell/screaming. His desire to leave that place did not make a dent in their perspective. He now is a cross county runner, the fastest that region has seen. He will have to face that event in his life, but right now, he is surviving. Joey, you survived, and now you want to face that which overwhelmed you. We are here, this is worthwhile what you are doing, we are here to support you every step of the way.