do you know how it is to be cuffed to a bed for hours not being able to move or get away?
or being sliced here and there bc the pain from that masks the pain of the savage beast on you
being forced to have sex with guys so he gets more money
or being tied down for a weekend and being rapoed and beaten over and over again wiht no food
or how bout when u r sick no doctors and u can barely walk and stand and yet u still are being raped and tortured
i went days sometimes with no food i learned it
he kept me thin
he made me strip naked and weigh me and the perfect weight for him got it less horrible
or being tied to a bed and being lashed with a belt or a fuckin whip
having them laugh at you becase the pain is too great and you scream
being forced to fuk your own brothers and made to enjoy it and then being told to skrew like that
he wouldn't feed me
any money i got from working went to him
i had nothing
the car i got i sold my self for it
he got lots of money for me doing it, i got the car
i've been beaten and scared
starved and almost killed
raped brutally sometimes by 5-6 guys at a fuckin times
he used to kill my pets
i know it
i had a swastika burned into my arm beaten that night as well
i lied for him
i had no restfull sleep
i couldn't sleep
i never knew who'd be coming in
didn't amtter
ya know the one time it didn't stop
i was lucky i didn't die then
i had no food for week and it was summer no one missed me
tied to his bed
no being able to leave
it was HELL
i hate being undressed
i never had the choice
always had to be naked
and if i had the clothes on they were ripped off me or cut off me
it didn't matter
we were forced to skrew each other together
i like dit most times
they were gentle once gone wasn't gentle
i don't rmember how many times i had to perform for the camera
i hated it and i didn't fight back
why would i have
and yes my step mom had sex with me like 8-12 times forced bc jeremy and her were having sex punishment for him i didn't hold it on him and yet he cna fukin blame me when he had no idea what i went through when he and matt were gone
being stripped and tied down was worse for me than doing what i did


out of all of these i am a father to a dear child, 1 on the way and just got engaged at 19. i am happy now. but long road yet.
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I don't want to look back;I just want to start again;Somebody save me--- Pop Evil: Broken and Betrayed

I want justice I want you overthrown;I want courage I want to stand alone;I want your arrogance and I want your pain;I want your everything and I want you dead--- Rev Theory: Justice