Welcome to MS.
You are here among those who undestand, and you are no longer alone.
I am happy you have found this place of healing and support.
If you do not yet have a therapist I would strongly suggest getting one if you circumstances allow for it. Here is the Consumer's Guide to Finding a Therapist.
It gives you a list of questions to ask a potential therapist. You want a therapist who is trained in trauma and/ or sexual abuse.
Explore all this site has to offer. We have a chat room (the lounge) for real-time support or if you just want to commiserate. We also have Healing Circles,
which are moderated chats. The Healing Circles meet on Sunday and Wednesday evenings at 9pm eastern time (US) or Tuesdays at 19:00 UTC (European/ African time).
Again, welcome to MS.