so a lot has happened good n bad since i wrote this...
in a nut shell, i left Hayden.. we need to work on things and i definately need my space just me and my child... he slapped me more than once (and that is another story in itself) so for the best right now while i still try to heal, start my healing process, and still find out who i truly am i moved. I moved where my old job was and got it back. I moved to a GBTL community and am very welcomed there which is good for me i guess. I started a parents group within the community and i am the youngest there in the group being everyone else is way older than me. I am very quiet but they understand and accept that... Maybe it will help. I am among where i live now couples that have kids so it will b good for my son...
It was a rash decision but i think it was a good one... I got tired of the broken boundries and the bugging Hayden did. I guess maybe time apart will do us good
I don't want to look back;I just want to start again;Somebody save me--- Pop Evil: Broken and Betrayed
I want justice I want you overthrown;I want courage I want to stand alone;I want your arrogance and I want your pain;I want your everything and I want you dead--- Rev Theory: Justice