this is a tough one for me. i used to think i was missing the anger "gene" but in the past few months - as more memories surface, the anger has started to appear, too. very scary to me. haven't yet found a good and safe way to release it. writing helps but only so far. can't do the physical route because of health issues. and screaming is totally out - feel way too self-conscious and makes me feel even more withdrawn and introverted to think about it. i totally understand all the above - and agree - just don't know how to make it mine yet...
As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago