Welcome to MS. I am happy you found us, but sorry for the reason you need to be here.
As you have already stated, you are among those who "get it."
You are no longer alone.
In addition to the forums and the chat room, we have moderated chats called Healing Circles
on Sunday and Wednesday evenings, 9pm eastern time. There is also a healing circle on Tuesdays, 19:00 UTC. Contact Mike13 for information about that (and for the translation to US time).
Though it may be comforting in a strange sense to find one is no longer alone, I suggest pacing yourself while you read the posts here. There is a lot of pain and you do not want to vicariously or secondarily traumatize yourself.
Again, welcome to MS.