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#393453 - 04/14/12 04:21 PM - [Re: kb8715]
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Edited by exhale (01/13/13 11:34 PM)

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#393473 - 04/14/12 09:09 PM Re: Our Brother StAiNED.....Terrell [Re: kb8715]
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Thanks for sharing these. To some StAiNeD is just a screen name. Some of us were lucky enough to know Terrell.

Like I said he was active here and reached out and touched many of us. Tman would be the first to say he was as good but no better than any survivor here but there is no doubt this place was a place he came to give and get support care and concern.

No way we should forget him or what we can do to help the other man.
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#393475 - 04/14/12 09:19 PM Re: Our Brother StAiNED.....Terrell [Re: kb8715]
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I'm so surprised Terrel passed away, i wasn't here a lot for quite a time, though I remember him a great time. He really was a great guy. Troubled but still great. And I'm so taken back to hear the news of his death. I so hope he's now in a better place.

John

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#393575 - 04/15/12 09:30 PM Re: Our Brother StAiNED.....Terrell [Re: kb8715]
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Troubled but great describes many good men here. We carry our scars and yea at times they show.

Terrell pushed many here to heal and many of us did the same for him and others. It's what we do.

I just can't reconcile loosing him or any of us for that matter. As you know he did not give up, and no way was leaving us his choice.

It's just so bloody hard to accept.

Please keep healing all.
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#393776 - 04/17/12 02:39 PM Re: Our Brother StAiNED.....Terrell [Re: kb8715]
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thats some amazing drawings
I know he's gone but it feels like he's just taking a break from ms or something
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#393796 - 04/17/12 05:22 PM Re: Our Brother StAiNED.....Terrell [Re: kb8715]
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Registered: 03/07/11
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I still am reeling from this.

I re-read my post and some of the others afterwards.

I get the impression that somehow my words have been interpreted that I implied that his death was somehow his choice. Nothing could be further from the truth. If i offended anyone or gave that impression, i am truly sorry.

of course he wanted out, he wanted a real life. His was unspeakable.

I was deeply upset when i wrote that, frustated and fucking angry that this happened to such a sweet guy. He was desparate and in a unimaginable pain.

What I was trying to relate is that, when we are so stuck we cant make any step forward backward sideways -frozen. It makes us deer in the headlights. I live this everyday. Trying to make even the smallest changes , any little victory. Sometimes I think it will never change and I did not have anywhere near the painful past or present he had.

I cant even imagine what he went thru. Its just that for any of us, on any of our journeys, its sometimes feels like there are no options. There always are, even if we cant imagine them, cant see them or even fear them. They are there. I struggle everyday to embrace that.

Its just beyond tragic he didnt even get that chance.
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#393876 - 04/18/12 03:43 AM Re: Our Brother StAiNED.....Terrell [Re: kb8715]
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Jesper, thank you very much for sharing this sketch by Terrell with us.
What a perfect image for male survivors to take in.
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#393918 - 04/18/12 10:25 AM Re: Our Brother StAiNED.....Terrell [Re: kb8715]
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Hi Jesper,

Thank you for sharing these.

His talent is amazing.





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#393988 - 04/19/12 12:57 AM Re: Our Brother StAiNED.....Terrell [Re: Drop]
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Registered: 02/22/04
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Originally Posted By: Drop
thats some amazing drawings
I know he's gone but it feels like he's just taking a break from ms or something


I know....
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#394024 - 04/19/12 08:40 AM Re: Our Brother StAiNED.....Terrell [Re: kb8715]
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Terrell will never truly be gone. He will always live in our hearts and in our minds

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