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#39325 - 05/02/01 08:52 AM Hello I'm registered
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Let me know who else is going, esp. from Michigan.

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#39326 - 05/02/01 10:18 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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iam from around here. i may or may not reply to the post in here. i do not reply to e-mail, it keeps my isolation safe, i will anserw posts and communicate. some one is to cerious, dont pursue me. iam still in the woods where he left me.


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#39327 - 05/07/01 08:31 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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keep yourself safe thundrbolt, that is important.

I was scared in my group last friday, really scared. when I got home I was alone, and I made sure the doors to the out side of the house were locked, and I locked the bedroom doors. Normally I would not lock my bedroom doors, but I needed to be safe.

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#39328 - 05/09/01 09:53 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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thanks michael, just the idea of someone knowing is threating i keep all people at bay, for now they only want one thing from me and im descreat with that, just have that problem with closeness that i see here in hell, have been seeing a counciler been thinking of staying with old ways and not changing (makes me feel like im loseing part of my self all the time), dont need group, that will never work. thanks again.


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#39329 - 05/09/01 12:42 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Thunderbolt, stay safe, it is ok to do shat you are doing. Change slowly. I have a very good Men's group Sunday night, and they are helping me grow. I have been working on getting better for 28 years. Parts of my life were horrific. Parts were ok, and part of my life were great.
I tend to dwell on the horrific parts, I am changing that now. \:\)

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#39330 - 05/11/01 01:03 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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the horiffic parts are all there is to think about, what made me this way, is a stigma that will never leave, you and i know that,the changing gives me a head ach that wont quite, i have to whatch the pills sometimes, when i do come to this fourm and type i can forget it for a little while, it is ok then, and its back to the fuck up life again, puting up with people and shit like that, but thanks for the look.


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#39331 - 05/11/01 11:13 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Do everything you can to get your mind off it, you are more than you know. The abuse happened to you, you are not the abuse.
RIGHT NOW NOTHING SEEMS RIIGHT, KEEP COMMING BACK I WILL ALWAYS RESPOND TO YOU, I CAN RELATE. I HAVE BEEN SCARED, HURT AND LOST RECENTLY. EVEN AT 38 11/12 YEARS OLD.

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#39332 - 05/15/01 10:12 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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i just started to have problems with this feeling stuff been posting with manchild what was said has got me in a tale spin cant figur how to reply, dont know if confused or just plan terrified, this thing got my head allfucked up, scared to react, like disapearing,hiding, il try someother post see if i cant snap out of it.


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#39333 - 05/17/01 10:11 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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I STILL FEEL ALL OF THOSE THINGS, CONFUSION IS LESS, ANGER SEEMS TO BE LESS. I AM PRESENT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. IT IS HARD SOMETIMES TO KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON. HEAD IS OFF DAYDREAMING.

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#39334 - 05/24/01 11:38 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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well if some of that stuff helps ill think about it,but it seems the less i have, is the less of me and that pot is perty much empty, counciler says i have to release more but the pain is frightening, some times i feel like its going to kill me.


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#39335 - 05/24/01 04:00 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Keep communicating about feelings thunderbolt
even if it is w/ your counselor. Eventially
it improves. It cannot be as bad as it was when it was happening. Find some good in you
you will be surprized at how good you are. It was the abuser that did something wrong.

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#39336 - 05/30/01 03:43 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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my counseler has cought on to me and my hiding ways, i had a very hard time communicating and she ask if it was easyer to ansewr questions then to be strate open, i said yes now we take a lot more she said go back to writing, i did much better that way, that fucked up but im going to say its ok this time, still sounds weird.


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#39337 - 06/04/01 06:10 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Keep communication open Thunderbolt.

Hope you are ok today.

Remember to breathe, if you do not know what to do then breathe.

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#39338 - 06/06/01 11:28 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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chat room is open.

keep communication lines open fellow
survivors.

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#39339 - 06/07/01 11:11 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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found it cant figur it though, will try later at the times iv seen posted, i haave no set time when i use the computer,scarry,


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#39340 - 06/11/01 08:05 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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this chat stuff over rated everybody chatscant work it. well ive been left out before, cant stop tring i guess.


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#39341 - 06/14/01 05:29 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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it has been hot, glad the board is up and running. How are you doing? I had to tell my story many times, and still do inorder to get it out.

Keep getting it out.

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#39342 - 06/15/01 09:08 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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been working on somethings with the couselor not doing good we are starteing this child within stuff the way it looks i dont think im going to fare very well with it, thanks for the concern.


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#39343 - 06/25/01 08:44 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Hope you are doing ok up there, I am doing ok down here in Leonidas, MI.

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#39344 - 07/05/01 10:16 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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i dont know why but im going for a crash landing, it seems like the pile of crap this world has to offer gets to be bullshit, and thats about all i can take, this place sucks i wish id never been born.


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#39345 - 07/12/01 11:45 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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I know I have felt this way before, life goes up and down, sometimes you go down more than up, other times you go up more. I hope you have enough people in your life to help you. Even if it is only One Good Person.

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#39346 - 07/13/01 09:31 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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one,,,,,thanks..


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#39347 - 07/16/01 09:15 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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i spoke to my wife about support, how i dont see any from her but to get over it, these people that dont understand are many, in all my exictence but for now no one ever spoke of abuse, she does not comprehend the distruction it has caused, to change and say the world i inhabit is wrong does not compute,she can not imagine the pain and twist it causes just to think about crossing a line of new existence, i do not have the words in my vocabulary, to much less atempt that feat,,,my counsiler has asked me to rediffin my diffintion of love, its been four days i have no compreheantion of what to do,i speak with her today hope shes not disapointed in me,,,i am rather used to no support, the isolation has been me freind for a long time,i dont like the thought of loseing my defences....thanks


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#39348 - 07/16/01 12:10 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Thunderbolt,

We are here to support you. I wish that others in your life could also support you but you know we will always be here for you.

Brian


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#39349 - 07/16/01 03:24 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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sometimes wife's do not always know the kind of support we need. They cannot read minds.
get support here when you can, keep comming back.

we come from a common ground

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#39350 - 07/17/01 09:45 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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today i am in a box and see no way out, i have come to lable this one dispair, i think thats the right diffintion, it well be mine for now,i eat pain pills to make this go away, i would like to stop this but see no other way, it hurts to much right now to go through, its like some thing else takes over and controls me, holds me back shows me pictures, the ones i try to push out of my mind, its an endless battle that leaves me very exausted, i would like to die now and get it over, this is like every day, i wonder what will happen if i let go, or worse when i cant take any more, i just dont know,,,,thank guys....


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#39351 - 07/17/01 11:40 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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You hang in there, man.did you try to tell your wife how much your suffering? let her in. don't worry about your couseler being disappointed in you.she's not there to judge you.tell her and your wife how much your hurting.describe the hurt, the pain that goes right to your core.describe it here.let people in.think about what's goo din your life.what makes you laugh?what gives you peace?there's soemthing that makes it worth living. you hang in there.you have many friends here.


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#39352 - 07/17/01 08:42 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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I agree w big bear, hang in there.
If you can't open up to your wife, open up here, get your feelings out.

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#39353 - 07/19/01 12:38 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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i feel so bad when i tell on my self , the price i pay later is costing to much, the head achs, body twitching, my get dubble up and hurt like hell, some times it feels like its happening all over again,i have been haveing this real bad feeling for a week now,it about got my scared that i may lose something very valuble like my mind or worse,she said my body is fighting my mind, it thinks my mind cant handle it,latly i breath like hyperventalating, we have done practice in slow deep breathing to help me stay in control, i am haveing big trouble i think, i dont know if im going to stay here or not....fuckingwaced....thanks


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#39354 - 07/23/01 01:23 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Keep breathing deep, remember to keep breathing

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#39355 - 07/24/01 10:54 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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well i have gone back to self medication, found that do the trick for know,have the left behind feeling going, like abandoned but their just ignoring me, the pills do help slow me down, make it easier to think of other things then just the pictures, i had to say to the counsiler that i would only take a sirten amount or call her, i hate to bather other people with this shit, get depressed more just with the thought.....


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#39356 - 07/24/01 01:55 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Hello Thunderbolt,
This is the first time coming here and I can relate with u man this shit it hard core, the memories the racing thoughts, the anxiety,I get tired of dealing with it myself but when I feel overwelmed with the memories or thoughts. I tell myself I refuse to allow what my stepfather and others did to me to rule or destroy my life.
I am not the sum total of the abuse that happened to me. I am still a human being that is valuable and unique. (as are you)I try to be a good person, Im a good father and husband and I love my kids and provide a safe loving home for them to grow up in.
I will never allow anyone to abuse them in any way shape of form. I teach them that thay have the right to speak up if they feel somone is mistreating them, and they do. They are (Justin-7 and Adam-4) I let them know they can talk to me about anything that is bothering them That gives my a great deal of satisfaction, and helps heal my woundedness in a way.
Please hang in there you are not alone
In friendship

Thanks, Dan \:\)


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#39357 - 07/25/01 09:22 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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thunderbolt, keep intouch w as many healthy people as u can. Including here. Hang in there. You can do it. It is a hard thing at times, but it does get easier.

The sun will shine at times. Feelings are always changing, Keep in touch.

Your friend Michael Joseph

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#39358 - 07/30/01 09:21 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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THAT MAY BE A PROBLEM I CANT STAND TO MANY PEOPLE, im haveing problems in this suport group im in now for a little while it was ok they seem to be making demands now, i left a message with my counsiler that this AA thing is not working they are asking me to comply to the program it makes me feel like im going to get fucked again, im haveing a question, this thing about giveing my self over to what i dont know is horrifing its got me twisted right now,its like one think after an other is bullshit, wish i had the winning number right now....thanks


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#39359 - 08/02/01 06:59 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Maybe aa isnt for you thunderboldt.
Do things that help you. If it is not working dont go. Is alcohol a problem for you?

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#39360 - 08/03/01 10:02 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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the urge for alcohol has left me since i turned to face my past,i do get the smells and feeling though as if ,the concept and riged live by these suggestions are the control mechinizims that through me back to the abuse every time,my counsiler said the same as you , and an aa member also, but the aa member asked me to stay if just for a guide to liveing maybe just listen for a while more, thank you for your concern that i maybe heading in the wrong direction.....


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#39361 - 08/04/01 06:08 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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If aa continues to cause problems ornot feel right do something else.

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#39362 - 08/06/01 02:58 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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OK !!!!!!!!!!
im thinking!,,,,,,


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#39363 - 08/17/01 04:51 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Glad you are thinking, just remember to do what is right for you.

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#39364 - 11/10/01 08:44 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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thunderbolt, hope you are ok
Conference in NY went well
I will try to get online more.

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#39365 - 12/05/01 09:47 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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i have been scared right out of my self of late, been more open with counsiler, the pictures have substance, a sickening gloss, have been haveing hard time staying in body,i have spoke more to the wife and am very terrofied of every fucking thing in site,the doc up the meds, some times i think that that moment of giving in or up is to fucking painful to do, it hurts to think of a releif, you know something i dont diserve, im still fearing the lose of nothing......


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#39366 - 12/06/01 09:57 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Sounds very painful. Make sure to use your support now when it is bad. One day at a time, sometimes it is one hour at a time. You are in my thoughts, keep in touch now esp. since you are struggling.

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#39367 - 12/10/01 10:22 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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its been a while, have this terrified i just cant shake, allwise going back to hating this world,im not able to make the change or that step off the cliff,blind fath in this area i cant precive the concept, allwise tired, wanting to go to sleep and not wake till my mind comes up with the solution..
still breathing..


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#39368 - 12/10/01 02:07 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Take small steps. It is very hard to deal with these issues. Take care of yourself.
Try to find some good in each day for your own sanity. Keep in touch.

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#39369 - 01/01/02 09:52 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Hope you are doing ok Thunderboldt.
((((((((((((((((Thunderboldt)))))))))))))))))
take care buddy.

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#39370 - 01/02/02 06:29 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Thunderboldt, how did the holiday season treat you? Hope you are doing ok.

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#39371 - 01/18/02 09:32 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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Thunderboldt

hope you are fine, take it easy buddy

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#39372 - 05/09/02 01:15 PM Re: Hello I'm registered
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have a question to ask you and all, why does
opening the flood gates, feelso painful?
ive posted a topic with question.


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#39373 - 05/26/02 09:13 AM Re: Hello I'm registered
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((((((((((((thunderboldt)))))))))))))))))

You can get through the pain and find joy on the other end.

Feelings are neither good nor bad they just are.

hang in there.

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