welcome - another 2-fer here! i too was abused by multiple perps and i too thought i'd dealt with it - in my case in my mid-30s. now it's 20-some years later and i'm trying to chop the heads off the hydra again! maybe this time we can do it once and for all!
the support here is incredible and i have leaarned and grown so much as the result of interaction.
may your experience be all that you hope for.
We are often troubled, but not crushed;
sometimes in doubt, but never in despair;
there are many enemies, but we are never without a friend;
and though badly hurt at times, we are not destroyed.
- Paul, II Cor 4:8-9