welcome - another 2-fer here! i too was abused by multiple perps and i too thought i'd dealt with it - in my case in my mid-30s. now it's 20-some years later and i'm trying to chop the heads off the hydra again! maybe this time we can do it once and for all!
the support here is incredible and i have leaarned and grown so much as the result of interaction.
may your experience be all that you hope for.
A man talking sense to himself is no madder than a man talking nonsense to not himself.
Or just as mad.
So there you are.
Stark raving sane.
- Tom Stoppard, Rosencrantz & Guildenstern are Dead