welcome - another 2-fer here! i too was abused by multiple perps and i too thought i'd dealt with it - in my case in my mid-30s. now it's 20-some years later and i'm trying to chop the heads off the hydra again! maybe this time we can do it once and for all!
the support here is incredible and i have leaarned and grown so much as the result of interaction.
may your experience be all that you hope for.
"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho