*** i have a really self loathing of myself, body image type of thing.... i felt like i'm just dirty and filthy and a perv.. ***
so i guess you get the after-effects part of my struggle - if not the original cause...
*** all because of the lies that were dumped on me....***
yeah - my T says that's the hardest thing to do - recognize the lies and counteract them.
"the scariest thing about abuse of any shape or form, is, in my opinion, not the abuse itself, but that if it continues it can begin to feel commonplace and eventually acceptable."
- Alan Cumming, "Not My Father's Son"