*** i have a really self loathing of myself, body image type of thing.... i felt like i'm just dirty and filthy and a perv.. ***
so i guess you get the after-effects part of my struggle - if not the original cause...
*** all because of the lies that were dumped on me....***
yeah - my T says that's the hardest thing to do - recognize the lies and counteract them.
We are often troubled, but not crushed;
sometimes in doubt, but never in despair;
there are many enemies, but we are never without a friend;
and though badly hurt at times, we are not destroyed.
- Paul, II Cor 4:8-9