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#390743 - 03/25/12 10:53 PM Why Was I Scarified
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Registered: 09/02/11
Posts: 229
Loc: United States


Why did you sacrifice me?
Forsaken to the slaughter and horror?
Did you create the fall?
When the darkness came you didnít call
What did I owe so great?
Love became hate
My soul tore and split
My heart broke in pain
My flesh became my foe
Where do I go from the darkness in me?
Who can find me in here?
Why was there a need for it to be me?


© F.A. 2012


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To be sick is to be fragmented. To be healed is to become whole, and to become whole one must be in harmony with family, friends, and nature" -Navajo-
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#390767 - 03/26/12 04:20 AM Re: Why Was I Scarified [Re: F.A.]
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Registered: 02/02/11
Posts: 419
Loc: California USA
Try to remember the phoenix FA. His ending is never pretty but look at what comes out of the ashes. Remember you too will rise again out of the ashes. Your brother Mike


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#390871 - 03/26/12 05:59 PM Re: Why Was I Scarified [Re: mike13]
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Loc: michigan
powerful frank man, keep writing, it will let the poison out you are a great and a brave man don't ever forget
Jeff
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Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"
Herman Melville

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#390886 - 03/26/12 07:44 PM Re: Why Was I Scarified [Re: newground]
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Registered: 12/02/07
Posts: 383
Loc: georgia
Poignant! It invokes the memory of what I described as sliding down a tunnel into this dark place where I didn't feel the pain and no one was there to deal with. It was my home place for years and finally got so lonely I had to start coming out or die, I'm very happy now that I chose life! Thanks for the poem , it is a beautiful description of a not so beautiful place. I hope you're looking back at it, if not now, soon!
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I'm a freeman now, his authority's dead
no pain monger lies in my comfortable bed!

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#390919 - 03/26/12 09:34 PM Re: Why Was I Scarified [Re: dancr6]
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Posts: 229
Loc: United States
Thank you for the kind words everyone
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F.A.

To be sick is to be fragmented. To be healed is to become whole, and to become whole one must be in harmony with family, friends, and nature" -Navajo-
Blog: http://csafresno.blogspot.com
Facebook: http://tinyurl.com/CSAFresno
My Story: http://tinyurl.com/78upvvu

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