I am proud of you for being sober. You are a good man. You are a strong man. Can you tell yourself good things?
I have social inadequacies as well. I thought for along time that I could not fit in at A.A. I had a great friend ask me to try a different 12step but, I knew at that time I belonged in A.A. I needed A.A. for me. When I focused more on my higher power and my own recovery others in the room became more real. I am learning to trust which I stopped along time ago.
A months sobriety is great!!!