To all of you guys, puffer, Alive, Eric, Martin, Lee and Daniel_forgotten.
I really really appreciate all of your replies. This is a process, right.
This is tough as this relationship is with my own mother.
....Protecting yourself from destructive people is a good thing.
....never be afraid to follow your heart, because hearts heal but regrets can haunt you forever..
....Reestablishing a relationship must take some time as old wounds heal..
....My worry is that she talks to you and does not give you the affirmation you seek..
....Keep yourself safe...
....i need you safe first
I am crying with joy at your concern for me.
Here is too a better relationship. BUT, most of all here is too a better me.