I was trying to understand what's perhaps beneath the surface, motives behind why people tolerate, buy into whatever they are saying/hearing about you.
I'm sorry. I don't know details about what that is, and I understand how you don't feel free to say here.
Just to say, I feel sad for you and it sounds all too familiar.
Et par le pouvoir d’un mot Je recommence ma vie, Je suis né pour te connaître, Pour te nommer
And by the power of a single word I can begin my life again, I was born to know you, to name you