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#38521 - 02/27/02 07:17 AM
Re: Silence
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Registered: 03/11/01
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Feb must have been a downer, My last post in Jan sounds so positive. I am starting to get more positive again.
Fuck you Steve for touching me. It was hard enough to loose my father. Why did you have to do this?
I just want to be Ok. Any words of wisdom are welcome. Thanks. Just venting.
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#38522 - 03/30/02 08:51 AM
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I am glad it is spring, I welcome it. Hopefully it will inspire me to write more poetry.
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#38523 - 04/25/02 09:16 PM
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Jim wanted to know where this topic was so I am replying to it.
Words, lost stuck in my Breathe
His hands, playing with me as I sleep
Love, is all I wanted I got him
Betrayed, the bastard F--- him
A life, full of confusion F--- him again
Does it end ! Only time will tell!
Words, no one wants to hear
Tell them anyway Stop the abuse Now !
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#38525 - 04/27/02 06:50 PM
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Member MaleSurvivor
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Thank you for your poem!
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#38526 - 04/27/02 10:22 PM
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You're poems are lovely,Michael. Don't fret lack of response. Whatever gets one's ya ya's out works for me. The old way did'nt involve a lot of talking. Was'nt any choice,no options. Nowadays there's options. That's probably a lot better than the old way of self destruction,horror quieted,rage in plain sight unobserved..
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#38527 - 04/28/02 02:10 PM
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Thank you Michael Joseph, thought I'd include a poem back for you...it relates to Silence... Jim C.
[b]Poetry Undone[/b]
There are words I never spoke,
which no ear has ever heard.
They are words that must be spoken,
poetry which must be written.
Unable to express all the words
as they rush madly through my mind.
All vitally important expressions
of what needs to be said.
All part of the same truth
which I know and experience.
The words, however, still elude me.
I am too inept for their expression;
too ineffectual to compose
what the individual words cannot.
Belabored, I attempt to write
what my mind has spoken,
what my mind has heard, and
the words fall blindly on the page
expressing nothing.
The unity presented in my mind
lays spoiled on the paper lacking coherence.
[ April 28, 2002: Message edited by: Jim C. ]
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#38528 - 05/04/02 05:01 AM
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Member MaleSurvivor
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As I lay beside him
all I want is Love all I got was his hand on my private parts
As I lay beside him I can feel warm and comforted it is only an illusion
He will take all he can get and give back very little leaving a hole inside me
As I lay beside him I ignore what is going on pretending it is ok
now I am confused and cannot change what happened
He no longer lays beside me I chose who touches me It was never OK !
I wish I never knew Him.
M. Joseph 5-4-02
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