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#38511 - 09/06/01 07:44 AM
Re: Silence
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#38512 - 11/10/01 08:04 AM
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I just reread this post, I encourage others to share their writings, and thank those who have shared here. It has helped me remember I am not the only one.
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#38513 - 12/06/01 09:03 AM
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Sickness
vomit spewing
out of my mouth
it hurts
get it out
I want it out
help me get this wickness
out of my body
Hold me for a long time
when its done.
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#38514 - 12/06/01 09:10 AM
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wickness=wickedness
sorry about my spelling error
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#38515 - 12/22/01 02:04 PM
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shattered
lost
broken
memories lost
visions remembered
hurting heart
surviving somehow
alone in the dark
scared to go into the light
hopefully less scared and alone
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#38516 - 12/30/01 03:15 PM
Re: Silence
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How do I Just live my life?
Feel what I am feeling?
Be me?
There is more to me than the abuse.
There is hope for tomorrow and today.
There is being who I am, me.
It is ok to feel the way I feel.
To live the way I want to.
And to say what I need to say.
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#38518 - 01/01/02 04:32 PM
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Thankyou Ken and welcome to NOMSV again.
see you on the chat soon.
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#38519 - 01/01/02 04:33 PM
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Thankyou Ken and welcome to NOMSV again.
see you on the chat soon.
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#38520 - 01/29/02 08:07 PM
Re: Silence
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One thing that I do is try to be perfict to make up for the abuse. My mother would correct me on things or point out what I did wrong. Call me chubby, not thinking it would hurt me, when it was her own weight issues that were at hand. She has a great deal of problems.
Then there is having my dad die when I was 12. Not to mention all the abuse.
How did I reach 39, it is awonder. I am glad foor what I have now. The road has been very shakey and bumppy. I know I have paid my dues, I am done being a victim.
Not only a survivor I am a thriver. I will succeed. It is in me to go forward no matter what. Fuck those bastards that abused me they will get their own in the end.
I will stand tall, just as you all should too!!!
Stand up with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Michael Joseph
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