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#383518 - 01/26/12 09:32 AM How did I get HERE????
Still Offline
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Registered: 02/16/07
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I know HOW i got here....but HOW THE FK DID I GET HERE?????

I was walking my sled home when a monster shreaded my little Disney-headed life!!!! WHAT HAPPENED?

I led a warped, sick and damaging childhood from then-on. HOW did I get THERE?

I crawled over broken-glass to build a "real life." I KNOW how I got there!

EVERYTHING in my world vaporized in the blink of an eye decades later. Now I sit alone, isolated like in childhood; my head spinning...wondering HOW DID I GET HERE?

Does anyone here ever have these moments? Please tell me I'm not unique!

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#383519 - 01/26/12 09:40 AM Re: How did I get HERE???? [Re: Still]
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Registered: 02/15/07
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Loc: Montreal, Canada
yeah I have these moments Rob. But you gotta stop the head spinning. The outcome never changes, no matter how many times you go over it.

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#383528 - 01/26/12 11:44 AM Re: How did I get HERE???? [Re: Still]
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Registered: 09/23/10
Posts: 1243
Loc: USA
Originally Posted By: Robbie Brown
...Does anyone here ever have these moments? Please tell me I'm not unique!


Robbie, I relate to what your saying so much brother!!! You are a unique and great man. I say your unique in a special way.

I feel the loss of my innocence as a child. I don't have to give up my being a gift though and neither do you.

Peace,
Avery

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#383559 - 01/26/12 04:40 PM Re: How did I get HERE???? [Re: Avery46]
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Registered: 12/31/10
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Loc: California
I have those moments too.

You're not alone in that.

D

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#383569 - 01/26/12 09:20 PM Re: How did I get HERE???? [Re: Magellan]
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Edited by lapchinj (03/16/13 11:45 PM)
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#383724 - 01/28/12 02:18 PM Re: How did I get HERE???? [Re: lapchinj]
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Registered: 11/12/11
Posts: 57
Loc: DK and UK, Europe
You're not alone man, but you are unique smile

How we got here is a living nightmare and I want to wake up to a beautiful kind world where nobody is an asshole.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WibmcsEGLKo

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#383868 - 01/30/12 04:14 PM Re: How did I get HERE???? [Re: Still]
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Registered: 01/13/12
Posts: 33
Loc: New Jersey
I am feelong exactly like you are, working my whole life to rebuild and then just recently having my entire world shatter, I feel just as I did in childhood, alone, ashamed... Looking for answers as to why... What have I done...

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#383872 - 01/30/12 05:10 PM Re: How did I get HERE???? [Re: livelovelaugh]
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Registered: 01/24/03
Posts: 317
Loc: Texas
I was sold so my parents could have their dream retirement.

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#383873 - 01/30/12 05:49 PM Re: How did I get HERE???? [Re: lapchinj]
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Registered: 09/23/10
Posts: 1243
Loc: USA
Originally Posted By: lapchinj
....years for my past to catch up to me, grab me, and throw me to the floor and tell me I'm not leaving anymore. ...


lapchinj,

This statement is powerful. I relate so much to the truth in this statement. We are NOT alone but, it feels like it, huh?

Originally Posted By: MrEDD
I was sold so my parents could have their dream retirement


MrEdd,

I feel for you. I am always amazed at how cruel parents can be.

Avery

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#383874 - 01/30/12 06:01 PM Re: How did I get HERE???? [Re: MrEdd]
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Edited by lapchinj (03/16/13 11:46 PM)
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