I was doing pretty well, I had quit smoking, thought I had things under control.
But, it won't go away, as aboy I was sent to what turned out to be a reform school. I commited no crime, I was 13 and was kicked out of school for realy bad grades, so I found my self at this place, I was there 2 weeks when the 12 yr. old in the bunk under mine got raped.
The same guy(who was 15) took my hand and rubbed it on his penis, other guys even bigger would grab my butt, even stick there finger in it through my clothes.
I was there for 18 mos.
I am reminded of it all of the time, T.V. shows, this Penn State scandle, it all brings back memeries, it makes me angry and I find myself wanting to cry, I am 59 now, what will it take to just get rid of this?