My worst T was christian, so speaking of being gay was not an option. I was labled "addicted"..to men. Yes, I was rather permiscuous, and acting out far to often to be healthy..but truth is, I was gay. Period...and after all our sessions and years later all I remember him saying, that I still believe today is " You are not very good at predicting the future, are you?" He never got to the core issue of CSA. He was more concerned with me being an addict.
This T failed me almost completely...
I am starting with another T tomorrow and looking forward to dealing with yet another layer of pain. I will be a better man for it.
life is what happens while you make other plans- John Lennon