I know some of you guys here like hard rock and heavy metal. I've been into both of them for some time now. Just seems to fit my moods well and I relate the best to those genres. The band Five Finger Death Punch came out with their new CD lately. I picked up a copy of it and track #8 called Remember Everything is awesome. Very powerful and describes my thoughts in my head well. Here is the link to the song and the play button is right below the song title on the left. Wish I could find a full version but it's too new to be found yet. Here are the lyrics of the song also.

Dear mother, I love you
I'm sorry, I wasn't good enough
Dear Father, forgive me
Cause in your eyes, I just never added up
In my heart I know I failed you, but you left me here alone

[Chorus]
If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain?
Cause I remember everything.
If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?
Cause I remember everything.

But dear brother, just don't hate me
For never standing by you, or being by your side
Dear sister, please don't blame me
I only did, what I thought was truly right
It's a long and lonely road, when you know you walk alone

[Chorus]
If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain?
Cause I remember everything.
If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?
Cause I remember everything.

I feel like running away
I'm still so far from home
You say I'll never change but what the f*ck do you know?
I'll burn it all to the ground, before I let you run
Please forgive me, I can't forgive you now.

[Chorus]
If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain?
Cause I remember everything.
If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?
Cause I remember everything.
It all went by so fast; I still can't change the past
I always will remember, everything
If we could start again, would that change the end?
We remember everything.