I think I have, certainly in the past, used porn as a way of knocking me out of a dull n listless thought process. Seems that it gave me something to respond to, something to have an opinion about. I've since came to a stand still on viewing it. I think of it as another facet of recovery to own. It can be said that viewing it is normal, but for me, it was used to coherse n groom. Taking the presence of it out of my life is hopefully gonna lead to room for some better things to move in. Opportunities to feel for something in real time, I'm hoping.
Most Often, The Child Inside Has Better Access To Execute The Flawless Potential Of Self.
Over-Ride Emotional Conflict With Rational Truths
You Are Freer Than You Think - Paul Berteaux
Come unto Me, all ye that Labor, and are Heavy-ladened. I will give you Rest -Jesus Christ