I'm winning.
It's foreign to me; happiness that is.
It's strange but I like it.
(quick message to Steve Miesner [the perp] f$€k you. I will kick your ass and I refuse to let you be a part of my life)
Okay where was I?
Yeah, i'm winning that's all that matter because, well, I'm a remarkable f@#kin person.
That's all.
WIN!!!

Right on man.

Dealing with these things, through massive fear, takes a beast. Everyone reading this fits in that category. True courage in all of us. Cool to post with the honesty you did in that.

Ditto to Tyler's comments expressed so eloquently.

Bravo KH, happiness is a good thing that you, and all of us deserve without reservation of any kind.

H-man

Thanks guys. I'm feeling okay right now (better after reading this), and when I feel bad, I try and feel "okay" about feeling bad.
Just gotta give ourselves a break sometimes.
Easier said then done I realize but baby steps.

Victory!!! haha