@ Incognito
Yes, quite often but I learned to turn it against myself as that was my only option. My parents wouldn't tolerate my outbursts. Im trying to unlearn this and I have a rifle (a mosin nagant 91/59) that I take shooting.
It helps as an outlet. (it fires a very large bullet and has a steel butt plate and has significant recoil.
It helps me to "feel" my anger.
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"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down
I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"