After going through one yr of recovery with my T, also attending one of the MS recovery weekend. I feel for the first time in my life I understnd what happened to me, why it happened to me, most of all the effects it all had on me in my adult life, relationship at work, person relationship. I know that with the quilt, shame, blame, anger it made me a hard person to deal with. Through my faith, family Friends and most of all my church I am well on my way to recovery. I do hjave a long way to go, but feel like I am doing much better. It been hard on my Wife, kids and most of all me. I had so much anger built up, it all affected me as a person. I still and will have issues from my MS, I do not know if all my issues will go away, or if they will ever get fixed just will have to work on them. I know it is hard and will be hard I feel free for the first time in my life