Welcome to MS, although we're sorry that you need to be here at all.
If you want to join follow the link from the MS Home page - scroll down, on the left in the purple bit - you'll find the enrolment stuff.
Of course the Public forums are free, but the Membership package is explained fully on the enrolment page.
If you have any questions either continue on the topic you started here, or send me a Private Message by clicking on the PM icon at the top of this post, or anyone's post for that matter.
It's the icon of two people by an envelope.
These are completly private messages.
You'll find a good bunch of guys here, loads of help and support. It's a good place to be.
I look forward to hearing more from you.
PS. I just love Toronto, my niece lives there.
Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler.
Henry David Thoreau