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#367315 - 08/03/11 04:43 PM A Male Survivor of CSA 2 (triggers)
kinghenri Offline


Registered: 05/06/09
Posts: 214
Loc: Tucson Arizona




Edited by kinghenri (08/04/11 02:35 PM)
Edit Reason: title change
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"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"

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#367334 - 08/03/11 07:55 PM Re: video 2 probably triggering. [Re: kinghenri]
thefutureorbust Offline


Registered: 04/24/11
Posts: 171
Loc: NC
Bro has nothing to do with your sexuality!! your "remembering" what happened. Start walking up to one of those guys right up to them say whats up bro im henry!! try once in a while give your buddy a hug, let yourself feel anxiety and bad and after the hug, be like fuck that wasnt that bad. Your a good dude man and your video touched me!! it takes time brother..whenever your feeling bad PM me!! ill give you my contact info you can text or email me anytime you want! im here for your brother!

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"What does not kill me makes me stronger"

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#367349 - 08/03/11 09:58 PM Re: video 2 probably triggering. [Re: thefutureorbust]
kinghenri Offline


Registered: 05/06/09
Posts: 214
Loc: Tucson Arizona
Thx man. That means alot to me

_________________________
"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"

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#367352 - 08/03/11 10:17 PM Re: video 2 probably triggering. [Re: kinghenri]
BT Offline


Registered: 06/25/03
Posts: 388
Loc: Chicago IL
Henri your videos are amazing!!!

I started working on the same issues you are working on in my mid 20's and I want to emphatically say that what your are doing is leading you to a better and fuller life.

MaleSurvivor, this board, conferences, and the relationships formed played a huge part in my being able to eventually describe sexual abuse as something bad that happened to me rather than "feel" it was who I was.

It was also years before I could talk publically as you are. I congratulate you on your courage and look forward to seeing more of your journey.

Brent

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"Everyone is entitled to their opinions and it is not my job to change their mind." Dali Lama

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#367357 - 08/03/11 11:00 PM Re: video 2 probably triggering. [Re: BT]
Kaene Offline


Registered: 07/04/11
Posts: 40
Loc: Ausin, TX
Again Henri my hat is off to you. For me dealing with this aspect of the abuse has almost been harder than dealing with all of the other crap that comes with it.

BTW I just can't freaking believe someone clicked 'dislike' on your video, they should be walked out behind the toolshed! Soon as I can remember my youtube password I'll drop a 'like' for you.

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#367363 - 08/03/11 11:41 PM Re: video 2 probably triggering. [Re: Kaene]
kinghenri Offline


Registered: 05/06/09
Posts: 214
Loc: Tucson Arizona
No sweat. I expected haters. Theyre always out there. It doesnt bother me.

_________________________
"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"

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#367382 - 08/04/11 03:34 AM Re: video 2 probably triggering. [Re: kinghenri]
Lo Don Offline
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Registered: 07/26/11
Posts: 133
Loc: Sacramento
Excellent work Kinghenri! You were raw and vulnerable. Myself have struggled with my sexuality. Religions want nothing to do with you.
Luckily, I am married to an understanding woman. She does insist "no Affairs'! with women and men. I have SSA and don't act on it. Going to the gym I pretend I am blind, look up in the air, or down at my feet. I'm an alien on this planet. Thanx for streading the work out for the rest of us. I am convinced if you were never molested, you would not be in this predicament. Nor would I. If that boy could tell that man, to get his hands out of my pants! We would not be so confused. I admire your bravery!

Good work,
Don

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The me that nobody knows!
Did you replace me with a younger Boy?Does he bend,squat, beat,say Awwww as well as me?
I still love you & miss you.My Perb referred to me as his
'Dirty 'lil Boy','cause I allowed him to bang on me anywhere, anytime."Bend over you Dirty Boy;we know you can take it!"

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#367391 - 08/04/11 10:03 AM Re: video 2 probably triggering. [Re: Lo Don]
thefutureorbust Offline


Registered: 04/24/11
Posts: 171
Loc: NC
Don I am thinking more and more your right about sexuality and abuse. You can't ignore conditioning

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"What does not kill me makes me stronger"

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#367400 - 08/04/11 12:23 PM Re: video 2 probably triggering. [Re: thefutureorbust]
kinghenri Offline


Registered: 05/06/09
Posts: 214
Loc: Tucson Arizona
Its always there. It's just really tough to make new pathways of living.

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"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"

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#367401 - 08/04/11 12:25 PM Re: video 2 probably triggering. [Re: kinghenri]
thefutureorbust Offline


Registered: 04/24/11
Posts: 171
Loc: NC
You have to accept it as part of you and either feed it or ignore it. Edmr may help. Ever look into that?

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