For my straight or bisexual brothers on here. Have any of you "acted out" with women and felt guilt, shame and dirty afterwards? I have engaged in one night stands or sex with women I didnt know..I felt like I really didnt want to do it and felt triggered afterwards...other times I've had one night stands where I was in control, felt good and walked away feeling like "the man" lol just wondering if you guys had one nighters or a booty call that always made you feel bad aftewards. Personally I love being in a relationship cause you both get to know each other sexually, get comfortable with each other etc.

Hello again i definately know the feeling.
I was in a three year relationship with a girl who was also a survivor.
The times I felt most triggered during sex with her were:
a) If I was already triggered (duh)
b) If I felt like I had to to keep her with me.
c) If she asked and I felt obligated
d) To escape ssa thoughts or painful emotions.
e) To prove my masculinity to myself and her.
That's about it. Hope that helps.

Yup I completely relate and feel good and not alone. Thanks man

anyone else?