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#366581 - 07/26/11 01:01 AM Re: My True Identity (triggers) [Re: thefutureorbust]
kinghenri Offline


Registered: 05/06/09
Posts: 214
Loc: Tucson Arizona
I am pretty much the same way. I too base everything on looks. Im also very good looking but I have a hard time with the chicks. Im six foot four damnit! Stupid girls! Lol. I guess if I can see them as a person and not an object. Thats no fun. I havnt had sex since february
I have nipped ssa in the bud though. I just got sick and tired of the bullsht and pain. So thats out of the way.

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"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"

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#366644 - 07/26/11 04:36 PM Re: My True Identity (triggers) [Re: kinghenri]
thefutureorbust Offline


Registered: 04/24/11
Posts: 171
Loc: NC
and how did you do that? its still an issue for me...from what ive read about imprinting..the moment you have your first orgasm you make a positive association to that person or thought and it sticks to you forever. My first orgasm was at the hands of my father around 6 years old. So SSA becomes tough as the inner child wants that bond again..that "love' connection and bodily feeling.

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#366732 - 07/27/11 11:23 AM Re: My True Identity (triggers) [Re: thefutureorbust]
kinghenri Offline


Registered: 05/06/09
Posts: 214
Loc: Tucson Arizona
I didnt. Its there. Its always there.
I guess It was just wishful thinking.
Everything is so damn difficult.
I just want to be like the other guys but I hate them at the same time.

_________________________
"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"

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#366740 - 07/27/11 01:44 PM Re: My True Identity (triggers) [Re: kinghenri]
thefutureorbust Offline


Registered: 04/24/11
Posts: 171
Loc: NC
Don't be hard on yourself. Acknowledge it and move on. It doesn't mean anything but it's an aspect of your abuse coming back today. Don't let anyone else make you feel differently. There are many people on here that will try. Remind yourself it's nothing more then a scratch on a record repeating itself.

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"What does not kill me makes me stronger"

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#366746 - 07/27/11 03:52 PM Re: My True Identity (triggers) [Re: thefutureorbust]
kinghenri Offline


Registered: 05/06/09
Posts: 214
Loc: Tucson Arizona
Thx man.

_________________________
"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"

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#366985 - 07/30/11 10:12 AM Re: My True Identity (triggers) [Re: thefutureorbust]
kinghenri Offline


Registered: 05/06/09
Posts: 214
Loc: Tucson Arizona
It's there when I wake up!!! I don't know how to explain.
It just hurts.

_________________________
"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"

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#367161 - 08/01/11 10:03 AM Re: My True Identity (triggers) [Re: kinghenri]
thefutureorbust Offline


Registered: 04/24/11
Posts: 171
Loc: NC
start to laugh at it..be like ha ha ok yup no problem

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"What does not kill me makes me stronger"

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#367166 - 08/01/11 11:51 AM Re: My True Identity (triggers) [Re: thefutureorbust]
kinghenri Offline


Registered: 05/06/09
Posts: 214
Loc: Tucson Arizona
Lol i do that sometimes.

_________________________
"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"

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#367167 - 08/01/11 12:06 PM Re: My True Identity (triggers) [Re: kinghenri]
kinghenri Offline


Registered: 05/06/09
Posts: 214
Loc: Tucson Arizona
When am I gonna come out of the closet and admit my hetero to myself and the world.
I can't be something I'm not
lmao

_________________________
"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"

Top
#367170 - 08/01/11 12:54 PM Re: My True Identity (triggers) [Re: kinghenri]
thefutureorbust Offline


Registered: 04/24/11
Posts: 171
Loc: NC
I'm settling on bi for now. Makes life easier

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