There will be photos out there of me, none I hope on the internet.
My pimp was a dutch businessman running a modelling agency.
I can't remember how I started or how long I was with him(maybe only a year), I had already been doing it for free anyway since the age of 11 or so. It's a blur.
Because it was all done in a 'hidden' kind of way he just relied on me wanting the money and i never got hit. Anyway another man had arranged for me to be given to a very rich man and i went "up" in the world. This man was preparing me to be his for life (not sure how long that would have been????) which would have been 'good' if I wasn't addicted to risk, escapism, thrill, trouble etc. He wanted someone subtle, who would behave in public.
wrote this today about the agency era;http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showthreaded&Number=368312#Post368312
I set my own sell-by-date at 20, my expiry-date for selling myself,but something intervened just before.
I'm still stuck, needing to talk about it all, though I would love to be over it. For some strange reason one form of self harming has come back for the last 12 months after a 27 year gap and I can't get past it. Other self harm stopped about 5 years ago.
Sounds like you were deeper into the business.