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#363746 - 06/07/11 03:07 AM Re: idk anymore [Re: illbedat]
illbedat Offline


Registered: 01/12/11
Posts: 75
Loc: David Wright is AWESOME
nobody ever..crazy cry

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#363784 - 06/07/11 11:54 AM Re: idk anymore [Re: illbedat]
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Registered: 02/16/11
Posts: 328
Loc: NYC
illbedat--

I have offered to take you someplace to get help many times. The offer is still there. We live in the same area. I will meet you. I will accompany you to a counseling center. I will hold your hand as you go through the process. I mean what I say.

I want you to know I am aware that MS recommends relationships on this site mature unitil 8 months have passed, but I am worried and concerned about you enough to take the risk of being booted off this site for your well-being. You are suffering. Push yourself real hard, man. Please.

I'm waiting.

T


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#363789 - 06/07/11 12:32 PM Re: idk anymore [Re: illbedat]
whome Offline
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Registered: 05/07/11
Posts: 1734
Loc: Johannesburg South Africa
I believe Thebo offered, So accept the offer and go somewhere and GET HELP. I seldom meet people in such pain and yours brother I can feel all the way here in Africa.

"There are none so lost than those who do not wish to heal"

Don't know who said it but I know its for you.

GOD SPEED
Martin

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#363942 - 06/10/11 01:53 AM Re: idk anymore [Re: whome]
illbedat Offline


Registered: 01/12/11
Posts: 75
Loc: David Wright is AWESOME
its impossible i cant be me, i look down at my body my arms and realize nobody wants you cry realize i wasnt good enough everybody passed me by, just wanted someone to care. all i ever wanted was to be adopted a nice family to come and save me. still all i want, but too old. to old to be saved to old for the life i want, to old to learn without it. im thankful everyday for you guys, truly are the world to me. theres nothing left if im not enough if there no one to teach me no one to save me. no one to build me up nobody to give me a new life. i cant be this person anymore im not alive. there was one person, one woman i was in pre k and she was an assistant teacher she noticed, she used to take me out of school for a bit to feed the cats. i loved her just wish she could have been my mom. nobody since.. nobody ever cry

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#363963 - 06/10/11 04:07 PM Re: idk anymore [Re: illbedat]
Thebo Offline
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Registered: 02/16/11
Posts: 328
Loc: NYC
We all care and have adopted you. Please hang in there.
t


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#363979 - 06/11/11 03:44 AM Re: idk anymore [Re: Thebo]
whome Offline
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Registered: 05/07/11
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Loc: Johannesburg South Africa
Come to Africa Ill adopt you, Well be here as long as you need us.

Heal well Brother
Martin

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#364009 - 06/11/11 09:11 PM Re: idk anymore [Re: Thebo]
jevin Offline
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Registered: 11/30/10
Posts: 44
Loc: somewhere on the Red Road
Originally Posted By: Thebo
We all care and have adopted you. Please hang in there.

What Thebo said, Brandon. From the heart.

Take a step. We'll catch you if you fall.

- Jev

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#364099 - 06/13/11 11:43 AM Re: idk anymore [Re: illbedat]
rocker80 Offline


Registered: 05/11/11
Posts: 17
Loc: Minnesota
Thanks for sharing your post. I can relate to what you are saying. Just remember your past abuse does not define you as a human being. You are not alone brother and there is hope.

Dave

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#364140 - 06/14/11 02:34 AM Re: idk anymore [Re: rocker80]
illbedat Offline


Registered: 01/12/11
Posts: 75
Loc: David Wright is AWESOME
looked at pictures of me as a boy.. how could i have been such a sick bastard. looks so normal, innocent but knew his thoughts were wrong. cant be true cant be me wish i could be him

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